Last night I went to the store and giggled at a few soldiers who happened to look my way. I was probably standing in front of the item they wanted... but I let myself imagine it was my sexy curves! I also bought some chocolate brownies and chocolate cake mixes. As soon as I got home I showed DH the brand new condoms I had bought (since I can't go on BC until my HCG numbers go back down) and told him about the soldiers who may or may not have been cute. (Seriously... I have the funniest taste in men during these hormonal surges...) He laughed at me and politely declined my hint. I pouted then pulled out the chocolate mixes. I said it wasn't the same, but it's a good enough alternative. Then I spent the next four hours cleaning the house. I kinda overdid it because I began cramping and bleeding again... oops.
Then this morning I realized something else... I was still cramping but it was different. I have discovered the evil, maniacal, horrendous reason for my weight gain. Today, five days after I miscarried, I am beginning my first period. Come to think of it, the same thing happened after LB was born. One week after I had him by c-section, my period came full force. It must have to do with the dropping hormones. Normally it would have been next Thursday so it's only one week off from it's regular schedule. I just can't get a break! Arg.... you are all right though. I just need to keep truckin' along, taking it day by day, and if I fall off the "wagon" I'll just run to catch up and jump back on.
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