My highest weight was 270lbs after LB was born. That is 270lbs of me, not me plus baby. For the last 9 months I have rationalized that I shouldn't count 270 as my top weight. I had been counting 235lbs because that is what I weighed after I lost all my water weight and some of the pregnancy weight gain. I figured I didn't really do much but pee to lose that weight... so it wasn't fair to count it as a loss.
Well, to hell with that thought! I worked HARD for 3 days in labor, pitocin induced labor y'all. Then I worked hard to recover from a last minute c-section. I was on my feet and walking the hallways the day after my c-section and cleaning that damned hospital room the very next day after that! I worked my butt off taking care of a newborn alone since my husband had his own surgery one week later. I changed every diaper for four months and carried the baby everywhere during that time until my husband's wrist healed enough to bear weight. So, now that I am no longer depressed and I can see my true self worth... I earned those 46lbs damn it!
That is all. Thanks for listening {and probably giving me a "you go girl" to your computer, if I know my friends}
{okay, that felt good! Now, to lose the next 46!}
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