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Wednesday, June 8, 2011
I just want to cry
It's been a rough couple of days and this morning something happened that one, I don't want to talk about right now, and two broke my heart and left me feeling completely unattractive in every way, not just physically. If you are the praying type, I need healing prayers right now. I do NOT want to fall back into that hole of depression when I was just starting to feel better. The event that made this happen isn't to blame so it's going to be really hard for me to move past this. It was something that was true, and honest, and needed to be discussed but it hurt nonetheless. You've been there before right? Looked that elephant in the room straight in the eye, said "I see you", and had a long hard cry about how to get him out of there. I'm in that place right now. The elephant is big, mammoth big, and we only have a mouse hole to escort him out of. Pray for a wrecking ball so we can get him out of our lives fast. I can deal with the huge hole it'll leave easier than I can deal with the giant crap this elephant is leaving in my life right now. {DANG IT! Why can't I come up with these nice pretty metaphors come to mind when I'm happy? Stupid angsty muse!}
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